Fake Friends

All I've ever had are fake friends, fake friends Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends Disappear right when you need them, need them And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end All talk, fake smiles when you see them No trace, they're a ghost when you need them They couldn't care less if you're breathing Guess I trust, guess I trust too much I'm a cynical person, but I own it They are real sweet to my face, but it's bullshit Shuttin' everybody out's how I'm coping Guess I trust, guess I trust too much I think I've had enough All I've ever had are fake friends, fake friends Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends Disappear right when you need them, need them And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end But I don't even like me, so it makes sense That all I've ever had are fake friends Guess I trust, guess I trust too much Guess I trust, guess I trust too much I'm so bitter, it's been getting hard to hide it Can't stop second-guessing all the kindness 'Cause every time I open up, it's one-sided Guess I trust, guess I trust too much Every time I'm left alone, these thoughts start pilin' up Am I a burden? Do I suck? Am I just too much? Maybe it's sad I'm just too hard to love I think I trust too much Shit, I think I trust too much All I've ever had are fake friends, fake friends Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends Disappear right when you need them, need them And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end But I don't even like me, so it makes sense That all I've ever had are fake friends Got voices screaming in my head Saying, "No one's gonna love you like you love them" Got voices screaming in my head Saying, "No one's gonna love you like you love" Fake friends, fake friends Kind for killing time on weekends, weekends Disappear right when you need them, need them And don't pick up when you are calling from the deep end (up on the deep end) But I don't even like me, so it makes sense That all I've ever had are fake friends (all I've ever had) All I've ever had are fake friends (all I've ever had are fake friends, yeah) All I've ever hard are fake friends Voices screaming in my head Saying, "No one's gonna love you like you love them" (All I've ever had are fake friends) Voices screaming in my head Saying, "No one's gonna love you like you love them" Guess I trust, guess I trust too much