Too Loud

I was born with worries loud as lions Even as a kid, I couldn't kill the sirens Stuck on a loop with my favorite song Of every little thing that could ever go wrong Now I medicate if it plays too long It goes on, and on, and on, and on It's too loud in my brain and I never get away It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "Peace of mind" It's too loud, I need space Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud I'm the place where dark thoughts go to riot Calm on the surface, but inside it's violent Stuck on a loop, it's an endless song Of every little thing that could ever go wrong I will detonate if it plays too long It goes on, and on, and on, and on It's too loud in my brain and I never get away It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "Peace of mind" It's too loud, I need space Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud It's too loud I'm sorry I've been distant, hope you know These decibels are not in my control I hate that I neglect you more than most When these alarms start going up And every fuse is bound to blow I was born with worries loud as lions Even as a kid, I couldn't kill the sirens It's too loud in my brain and I never get away It's too much, I'm ashamed that I don't know how to change The more I try, I doubt that I believe this thing called "Peace of mind" It's too loud, I need space Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud Wanna breathe but don't know how It's too loud