5AM

[Verse 1] It's 5 a.m. and I haven't slept in 24 hours I've been thinking how all of my days and nights are nights and days Oh I can't tell The bottle's up but it doesn't seem to sink me half empty I've been dreading 'bout all of my failures, fights and open doors Will I find rest? [Chorus] And what if I end up beating a part of me The part that I'm meant to keep at security In my defense I'm used to carrying myself And maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me Lie to my parents, say I've got everything Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh-oh [Verse 2] It's 5 a.m. and I haven't spoke to anyone about this But the words are at the edge of this curb and taking up A little too much space It's crowded out but nobody wants to talk it over Don't wanna step on any more of these toes and reasons why They couldn't care for it [Chorus] And what if I end up beating a part of me The part that I'm meant to keep at security In my defense I'm used to carrying myself And maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me Lie to my parents, say I've got everything Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh-oh Ooh, ooh (Lying to myself) Ooh, ooh (Lying to myself) Ooh, ooh-oh [Outro] Maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me Lie to my parents, say I've got everything Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh