5AM

[Verse 1]

It's 5 a.m. and I haven't slept in 24 hours

I've been thinking how all of my days and nights are nights and days

Oh I can't tell

The bottle's up but it doesn't seem to sink me half empty

I've been dreading 'bout all of my failures, fights and open doors

Will I find rest?

[Chorus]

And what if I end up beating a part of me

The part that I'm meant to keep at security

In my defense I'm used to carrying myself

And maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me

Lie to my parents, say I've got everything

Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh

Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh-oh

[Verse 2]

It's 5 a.m. and I haven't spoke to anyone about this

But the words are at the edge of this curb and taking up

A little too much space

It's crowded out but nobody wants to talk it over

Don't wanna step on any more of these toes and reasons why

They couldn't care for it

[Chorus]

And what if I end up beating a part of me

The part that I'm meant to keep at security

In my defense I'm used to carrying myself

And maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me

Lie to my parents, say I've got everything

Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh

Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh-oh

Ooh, ooh (Lying to myself)

Ooh, ooh (Lying to myself)

Ooh, ooh-oh

[Outro]

Maybe I'm scared I lose what's in front of me

Lie to my parents, say I've got everything

Handled but clearly I've been lying to myself, oh-oh, oh-oh