MERRY GO ROUND

[Verse 1] I sell my soul to feel alive again Some days, I wish I could pretend So sick of wakin' up in the mornings I find myself prayin' to God again I don't know if I hear a friend 'Cause it's just me, doin' the talkin' [Pre-Chorus] I'm stuck inside this merry go round Don't know if I wanna get out What's so wrong with bein' honest? [Chorus] 'Cause I drink too much, I think too much I barely like myself enough I say, "I'm fine", but I hurt inside I fall in love, I fuck it up Then wonder what the fuck it was It's all a lie, and I'm terrified [Verse 2] All my days feelin' like weeks again I find myself spirallin' With every turn, I lose a piece of my heart [Pre-Chorus] Stuck inside this merry go round Don't know if I wanna get out What's so wrong with bein' honest? [Chorus] 'Cause I drink too much, I think too much I barely like myself enough I say, "I'm fine", but I hurt inside I fall in love, I fuck it up Then wonder what the fuck it was It's all a lie, and I'm terrified [Bridge] And I'm on my knees, surrounded Just underneath, I'm drownin' And it's all a lie, and I'm terrified [Chorus] I drink too much, I think too much I barely like myself enough I say, "I'm fine", but I hurt inside I fall in love, I fuck it up Then wonder what the fuck it was It's all a lie, and I'm terrified