MERRY GO ROUND

[Verse 1]

I sell my soul to feel alive again

Some days, I wish I could pretend

So sick of wakin' up in the mornings

I find myself prayin' to God again

I don't know if I hear a friend

'Cause it's just me, doin' the talkin'

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm stuck inside this merry go round

Don't know if I wanna get out

What's so wrong with bein' honest?

[Chorus]

'Cause I drink too much, I think too much

I barely like myself enough

I say, "I'm fine", but I hurt inside

I fall in love, I fuck it up

Then wonder what the fuck it was

It's all a lie, and I'm terrified

[Verse 2]

All my days feelin' like weeks again

I find myself spirallin'

With every turn, I lose a piece of my heart

[Pre-Chorus]

Stuck inside this merry go round

Don't know if I wanna get out

What's so wrong with bein' honest?

[Chorus]

'Cause I drink too much, I think too much

I barely like myself enough

I say, "I'm fine", but I hurt inside

I fall in love, I fuck it up

Then wonder what the fuck it was

It's all a lie, and I'm terrified

[Bridge]

And I'm on my knees, surrounded

Just underneath, I'm drownin'

And it's all a lie, and I'm terrified

[Chorus]

I drink too much, I think too much

I barely like myself enough

I say, "I'm fine", but I hurt inside

I fall in love, I fuck it up

Then wonder what the fuck it was

It's all a lie, and I'm terrified