cynical

[Verse 1] Strange reflections at the river's edge Warn you not to utter the unsaid Who are we when all this falls Elastic lightning thunder stole Tracing daylight with my middle finger Apprehensive, anxiety lingers Feel like I'm feeling nothing at all Like I'm drowning, everything at once Save me from myself tonight Call for me straight through the wild Wind picking up, it's a sign This meant something to me, but why? [Verse 2] You were so blinded by lies I think that guy's full of shit Cracking your iPhone at Six Flags In the car taking a hit I'm having a panic attack And you ask me to hit it again I say okay, but my body's vibrating and I feel like litеral sh— (CMTEN) Why did I write this again? Oh yeah 'cause I'm an idiot, man Can't keep attеntion on a thing I'm motivated but for what, damn I'ma go get a gas station hot dog and then throw up for several hours But at least I'm not thinking of you I don't know what to do, I don't know what I'm after [Chorus] He's so wonderful and I'm so cynical I can't get over it I ,I fucked up everything Say my name again It makes me smile when I don't feel anything 'Cause I just fear everything He's so wonderful and I'm so cynical I can't get over it I ,I fucked up everything Say my name again It makes me smile when I don't feel anything 'Cause I just feel—