cynical

[Verse 1]

Strange reflections at the river's edge

Warn you not to utter the unsaid

Who are we when all this falls

Elastic lightning thunder stole

Tracing daylight with my middle finger

Apprehensive, anxiety lingers

Feel like I'm feeling nothing at all

Like I'm drowning, everything at once

Save me from myself tonight

Call for me straight through the wild

Wind picking up, it's a sign

This meant something to me, but why?

[Verse 2]

You were so blinded by lies

I think that guy's full of shit

Cracking your iPhone at Six Flags

In the car taking a hit

I'm having a panic attack

And you ask me to hit it again

I say okay, but my body's vibrating and I feel like litеral sh— (CMTEN)

Why did I write this again?

Oh yeah 'cause I'm an idiot, man

Can't keep attеntion on a thing I'm motivated but for what, damn

I'ma go get a gas station hot dog and then throw up for several hours

But at least I'm not thinking of you

I don't know what to do, I don't know what I'm after

[Chorus]

He's so wonderful and I'm so cynical

I can't get over it

I ,I fucked up everything

Say my name again

It makes me smile when I don't feel anything

'Cause I just fear everything

He's so wonderful and I'm so cynical

I can't get over it

I ,I fucked up everything

Say my name again

It makes me smile when I don't feel anything

'Cause I just feel—