Disaster Scene (feat. Stacey Dee)

[Ceschi] The last person I dated accused me of trauma dumping And they were absolutely right, that's why I spit it on the mic And ya'll can turn this shit off whenever you like You're probably pretty selfish Like every other human Conditioned by a sick society, lacking empathy Acting like narcissism  is healthy We blame it on our childhood We blame it on the government To some people out there self-care means shooting up in a corner or compulsively fucking Seen my mother go from addict to addict And watching the madness of repeating patterns causes damage Seen my father turn into a 90-pound crack head And that shit just won't leave a kid's head But all of these disaster scenes Have taught me everything [Sam King] The first person I hated said that they would never leave me They broke that promise now I'm dishonest with anyone that tries to help the trauma inside my head I'm a liar and a bad friend Just like every other human I'll burn this city down if it will make you frown But won't look you in the eyes long enough to make a connection I'll point out fingers at the drug war, point to pockets funding federal A prison system no different than economic terrorism destroying the family from within I heard an anger become fully grown, bitter as a broken nose The weight of the snow outside a broken home Life in a violent law, stroll into a knife fight To the soundtrack of a soul passing through a glass pipe And all of these disaster scenes Have taught me everything [Stacey Dee] I can't believe that I waited until this moment to say anything About what happened to me when I was no more than three Because today it isn't bothering See I am not a victim, like every other human And not everything bad comes from the hands of a man And it was Pam who had her way on that day I blamed it on my childhood, I blamed it on my fucking parents How could they leave me in the hands of a creep She abused and debased me Handing me a bar of soap, telling me to clean up before I go A burn like nothing I'd ever known All of these disaster scenes have taught me everything I know All of these All of these All of these Disaster scenes Have taught me everything All of these All of these