Disaster Scene (feat. Stacey Dee)

[Ceschi]

The last person I dated accused me of trauma dumping

And they were absolutely right, that's why I spit it on the mic

And ya'll can turn this shit off whenever you like

You're probably pretty selfish

Like every other human

Conditioned by a sick society, lacking empathy

Acting like narcissism  is healthy

We blame it on our childhood

We blame it on the government

To some people out there self-care means shooting up in a corner or compulsively fucking

Seen my mother go from addict to addict

And watching the madness of repeating patterns causes damage

Seen my father turn into a 90-pound crack head

And that shit just won't leave a kid's head

But all of these disaster scenes

Have taught me everything

[Sam King]

The first person I hated said that they would never leave me

They broke that promise now I'm dishonest with anyone that tries to help the trauma inside my head

I'm a liar and a bad friend

Just like every other human

I'll burn this city down if it will make you frown

But won't look you in the eyes long enough to make a connection

I'll point out fingers at the drug war, point to pockets funding federal

A prison system no different than economic terrorism destroying the family from within

I heard an anger become fully grown, bitter as a broken nose

The weight of the snow outside a broken home

Life in a violent law, stroll into a knife fight

To the soundtrack of a soul passing through a glass pipe

And all of these disaster scenes

Have taught me everything

[Stacey Dee]

I can't believe that I waited until this moment to say anything

About what happened to me when I was no more than three

Because today it isn't bothering

See I am not a victim, like every other human

And not everything bad comes from the hands of a man

And it was Pam who had her way on that day

I blamed it on my childhood, I blamed it on my fucking parents

How could they leave me in the hands of a creep

She abused and debased me

Handing me a bar of soap, telling me to clean up before I go

A burn like nothing I'd ever known

All of these disaster scenes have taught me everything I know

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All of these

All of these

Disaster scenes

Have taught me everything

All of these

All of these