CHAOS

I believed I would step outside of purgatory Only to find that the sky was still gray And everything around me was just chaos I'm not moving as fast as I thought I would be When I was 13, I was looking through 3D glasses With firework patterns and seeing the future Imagining castles Everyone I know has ADHD And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23 Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking Do you think that's why nobody likes me? I believe that when you die, your brain stays alive You plug it in like an external hard drive You see your idea of heaven or maybe your idea of hell I don't think I'm supposed to get this far I don't even know how to drive a fast car And I don't want kids, tear out my eyelids And continue to pretend that I'm somebody else Everyone I know has ADHD and Likes smoking weed and when I hit 23 Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking Do you think that's why nobody likes me? I take my watch off, time disappears When I put it back on, it goes unbelievably slow Everyone I know has ADHD And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23 Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking Do you think that's why nobody likes me? 'Cause I've been carving idols into bedposts All of my ghosts, all of my hopes Wishing life was not so evil Giving time to wasted people Carving idols into bedposts All of my ghosts, all of my hopes Wishing life was not so evil Giving time to wasted people (people) For far too long, when you finally realized That people have been cutting in front of you The whole damn, the whole damn Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na Everyone I know has ADHD And likes smoking weed and when I hit 23 Became the same thing, I hear 'em all asking Do you think that's why nobody likes me?