Mea culpa

It's 4am and I wake up With a hot sweat and I'm still wearing my makeup I heard something and it's not quite right When I reached out and turned on my bedroom light Sometimes I hear things When I'm on the cusp between reality and sleeping Like dropping glass marbles on a table top Body's begging for forgiveness but my brain won't stop And I think it's all my fault And I think it's all my fault Hands gripped around the bed frame I feel sick and the air's thick Giving me migraines I would've warned you if I could've cause I want it to stop If I had to measure it in fear it would be right at the top Soft skin pulling me closer Her eyes fixed and it's making me sober She told me it's okay and that she's got me there in her arms She's the calm after the storm the fire to keep me warm I think it's all my fault And I think it's all my fault Mea culpa Mmmmm Mea culpa Mmmmm Mea culpa Oooo I think it's all my fault And I think it's all my fault I think it's all my fault And I think it's all my fault I think it's all my fault And I think it's all my fault I think it's all my fault And I think it's all my fault MEA CULPA IIII MEA CULPA IIIIIII MEA CULPA