Self Sabotage

[Verse 1] One more minute of being okay I’ve got a heart shaped hole and a feeling untamed I'm about to crash and burn, and I don‘t give a fuck 'Cause the forty shots at the bar ain't enough I'ma live my life in directors cut Like I’m joining a cult [Chorus] This sweet bitter taste At the bottom of the barrel I can’t contemplate If I’m ever getting better I love to say I hate the chase But you know I’m not a liar And I’ve already said too much It’s self sabotage [Verse 2] Sometimes I ask myself if it ever will be enough Do I deserve some love when stepping on broken glass? I'm about to throw myself in the lake tied to rocks Gonna start a war in my head, take the drug Get me high, throwing up Makes me sick, kill the buzz Sabotage, kill the buzz (Yeah, yeah) [Chorus] This sweet bitter taste At the bottom of the barrel I can’t contemplate If I’m ever getting better I love to say I hate the chase But you know I’m not a liar And I’ve already said too much It’s self sabotage [Bridge] Yeah I'm about to crash and burn, and I don't give a fuck Gonna start a war in my head, take the drug Gonna live my life in directors cut Sabotage, kill the buzz [Chorus] This sweet bitter taste At the bottom of the barrel I can’t contemplate If I’m ever getting better I love to say I hate the chase But you know I’m not a liar And I’ve already said too much It’s self sabotage [Outro] Yeah, yeah