Self Sabotage

[Verse 1]

One more minute of being okay

I’ve got a heart shaped hole and a feeling untamed

I'm about to crash and burn, and I don‘t give a fuck

'Cause the forty shots at the bar ain't enough

I'ma live my life in directors cut

Like I’m joining a cult

[Chorus]

This sweet bitter taste

At the bottom of the barrel

I can’t contemplate

If I’m ever getting better

I love to say I hate the chase

But you know I’m not a liar

And I’ve already said too much

It’s self sabotage

[Verse 2]

Sometimes I ask myself if it ever will be enough

Do I deserve some love when stepping on broken glass?

I'm about to throw myself in the lake tied to rocks

Gonna start a war in my head, take the drug

Get me high, throwing up

Makes me sick, kill the buzz

Sabotage, kill the buzz

(Yeah, yeah)

[Chorus]

This sweet bitter taste

At the bottom of the barrel

I can’t contemplate

If I’m ever getting better

I love to say I hate the chase

But you know I’m not a liar

And I’ve already said too much

It’s self sabotage

[Bridge]

Yeah

I'm about to crash and burn, and I don't give a fuck

Gonna start a war in my head, take the drug

Gonna live my life in directors cut

Sabotage, kill the buzz

[Chorus]

This sweet bitter taste

At the bottom of the barrel

I can’t contemplate

If I’m ever getting better

I love to say I hate the chase

But you know I’m not a liar

And I’ve already said too much

It’s self sabotage

[Outro]

Yeah, yeah