James

[Verse 1] I went on a self-destructive rampage last night Now I'm paying for it but can't afford the price Don't know how I got here, been happy all year Hadn't taken any drugs before this [Pre-Chorus] So I took lots of Charlie and drank till everything was blurry, in an Irish pub in Stokie Lost my burning desire to live, in a couple lines of Ketamine Shut up my brain for a sec and washed it all down with some sex Took a cold shower at anti-social hours and crawled back to my bed [Chorus] Then I woke up to you and your eyes glazed over like mine Except you hadn't had three bottles of wine I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache I'm wishing I could crawl into your skin for a day Then I woke up to you and your nose bleed dripping like mine Except you hadn't had too many white lines I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache You're wishing for a drug that can take the pain away [Post-Chorus] I hope the drugs I hope the drugs make you feel better Whilst you're trying to stay alive I'm using mine to feel deader [Verse 2] I've been cornered by other thoughts I've tried to suppress Feel like a coward, colouring the darkness in my mind with narcotics Don't know how I got here, this was meant to be my year Tonight I'll wear the mask and play the clown, anything to forget [Pre-Chorus] So I spent my weekly budget on tequila Shots with the squad like I'm the geezer Lost my burning desire to live, in a couple of Es and a nasty trip Shut up my brain for a sec and washed it all down with some sex Sat on the roof with a rollie and crawled back to my bed [Chorus] Then I woke up to you and your eyes glazed over like mine Except you haven't had three bottles of wine I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache I'm wishing I could crawl into your skin for a day Then I woke up to you and your nose bleed dripping like mine Except you hadn't had too many white lines I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache You're wishing for a drug that can take the pain away [Post-Chorus] I hope the drugs make you feel better Cos' while you're trying to stay alive I'm using mine to feel deader