James

[Verse 1]

I went on a self-destructive rampage last night

Now I'm paying for it but can't afford the price

Don't know how I got here, been happy all year

Hadn't taken any drugs before this

[Pre-Chorus]

So I took lots of Charlie and drank till everything was blurry, in an Irish pub in Stokie

Lost my burning desire to live, in a couple lines of Ketamine

Shut up my brain for a sec and washed it all down with some sex

Took a cold shower at anti-social hours and crawled back to my bed

[Chorus]

Then I woke up to you and your eyes glazed over like mine

Except you hadn't had three bottles of wine

I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache

I'm wishing I could crawl into your skin for a day

Then I woke up to you and your nose bleed dripping like mine

Except you hadn't had too many white lines

I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache

You're wishing for a drug that can take the pain away

[Post-Chorus]

I hope the drugs

I hope the drugs make you feel better

Whilst you're trying to stay alive

I'm using mine to feel deader

[Verse 2]

I've been cornered by other thoughts I've tried to suppress

Feel like a coward, colouring the darkness in my mind with narcotics

Don't know how I got here, this was meant to be my year

Tonight I'll wear the mask and play the clown, anything to forget

[Pre-Chorus]

So I spent my weekly budget on tequila

Shots with the squad like I'm the geezer

Lost my burning desire to live, in a couple of Es and a nasty trip

Shut up my brain for a sec and washed it all down with some sex

Sat on the roof with a rollie and crawled back to my bed

[Chorus]

Then I woke up to you and your eyes glazed over like mine

Except you haven't had three bottles of wine

I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache

I'm wishing I could crawl into your skin for a day

Then I woke up to you and your nose bleed dripping like mine

Except you hadn't had too many white lines

I'm coughing from smoking and groaning from a headache

You're wishing for a drug that can take the pain away

[Post-Chorus]

I hope the drugs make you feel better

Cos' while you're trying to stay alive

I'm using mine to feel deader