In Too Deep

[Chorus] Woah, think I'm in too deep All these lucid dreams Well, I feel like I'm bout to lose it, talkin' in my sleep Think I'm in too deep All these lucid dreams Wonderin' what if I lose it, will they stick with me? [Verse 1] What if I wake up and everybody's gone? Thought I could have proven everybody wrong Guess I really wasn't who I thought I was, nah Shoulda, woulda, coulda but it's not enough What if I fall deep in a rut and givin' in to the voices? Trying to keep it hush, and blockin' out all the noises Runneth over the cup, or maybe somebody poisoned Tryna pick what I want, I'm runnin' up out of choices, look, damn I need a break, but what if it breaks, huh? I gotta stop but what if it stops, huh? Gotta get away but what if I wait too late Somebody come along and they takin' my spot Paranoia like a ten ton rock Tied to my shoes and I can't unlock Keep having dreams that I can't unwatch Tryna pop but I can't like a jammed gunshot Whoa, not giving in (Not giving in) Never let it get to my head (Get to my head) I'ma take a loss to the chin (Loss to the chin) I'ma go and get it again (Get it again) [Pre-Chorus] Whoa, I guess I need a reset, yeah Yeah, more offense, less defense, yeah I don't wanna live with a regret Pressure really buildin' up til I see red, take a deep breath [Chorus] Woah, think I'm in too deep All these lucid dreams Well, I feel like I'm bout to lose it, talkin' in my sleep Think I'm in too deep All these lucid dreams Wonderin' what if I lose it, will they stick with me? [Verse 2] What if this time next year, it's already done? What if I fall short on what I said I was? Seen a few come and go, yeah they blow then they stop I don't wanna be another one Family tellin' me "Go and get it done" But couldn't breathe, wasn't easy, it's never done 'Cause when I reach what I need, it's never enough Just let it be, gotta keep on gettin' up, right? Can't, couldn't do it again 'Cause even when I'm winnin', feelin' like I'm losin' again I lost friends, lost money, lost love, lost time Don't wanna wake up one day realize I been losin' my mind I gotta, put the pressure on my back and then carry it When it's gettin' heavy then I bury it Tell me that she's worried, I should prolly get a therapist Selfish and I'm arrogant You know if I keep it, I ain't sharin' it When I'm gone, what will I be known for? Life's work, wonder what it goes for Is that really all we have to show for? Give it all 'til we got no more? [Pre-Chorus] Guess I need a reset Yeah, more offense, less defense, yeah I don't wanna live with a regret Pressure really buildin' up til I see red, take a deep breath [Chorus] Woah, think I'm in too deep (Woah) All these lucid dreams Well, I feel like I'm bout to lose it, talkin' in my sleep Think I'm in too deep All these lucid dreams Wonderin' what if I lose it, will they stick with me?