Runnin

[Chorus] Everybody talkin' in my head (Hurry up) I don't wanna stop and they forget (Hurry up) Only ever chasin' what's next (Hurry up) Only ever runnin' from regret (Hurry up) Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' Yeah, runnin' 'til the lights go out Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' Yeah, runnin' 'til the lights go out [Verse 1] Unproductive in my early twenties Swallow back anxiety, it hurt my stomach I don't really like this version of me Everybody sayin' that I'll learn to love me, we'll see Stuck inside the comfort zone, where nothin' grows Lookin' 'round like I been here before Kept sayin' I'll do it next year, that was last year And then the time before that was the year before Next thing I know it, there's five years passin' me by Nothin' but promises to myself, I guess that I lied I stopped walkin' when I said that I'd taken a stride How can I tell my kid to try when I ain't even tried? Damn, guess I needed that reality check Keep on repeatin' the mistakes I said won't happen again Lookin' around at everybody else, they havin' success Wastin' my time, waitin', thinkin' that I had to be next Put that version of myself in a casket to rest Eyes bloodshot, lookin' like I'm back from the dead I ain't catchin' Zs, let alone catchin' my breath Damn, guess this life has some adverse effects I can't stop, 'cause [Chorus] Everybody talkin' in my head (Hurry up) I don't wanna stop and they forget (Hurry up) Only ever chasin' what's next (Hurry up) Only ever runnin' from regret (Hurry up) Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' Yeah, runnin' 'til the lights go out Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' Yeah, runnin' 'til the lights go out [Verse 2] Overly productive in my late twenties Everything I want from life I take from it I set plans, had a goal, hit 'em all, took a toll But everyone who doubted couldn't say nothin' Work-life balance, I'm tryna juggle that Tourin' with my family 'cause we hunt in packs Son is on the phone cryin', askin' when we comin' back Tryna get this money stacked, he just wants his mom and dad, damn I was on the road, did thirty-two shows Hoppin' off stages, switch the clothes, I open my phone Edit all this content alone, I needed to post Because if I don't, they'll forget me and may never show up again, right? Look, my mind is in a hundred places Autopilot on stage, yeah, I sung the phrases But deep down, I'm distracted by some frustration I try to push it down, but it's suffocatin' Run in place or become complacent Too much stress or no stress, that's the ultimatum I'm tryna play both sides like a double agent Got everything I wanted, do I love or hate it? [Chorus] Everybody talkin' in my head (Hurry up) I don't wanna stop and they forget (Hurry up) Only ever chasin' what's next (Hurry up) Only ever runnin' from regret (Hurry up) Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' Yeah, runnin' 'til the lights go out Runnin', runnin', runnin', runnin' Yeah, runnin' 'til the lights go—