The Next Fix

Feeling a bit lost today Slighted and caustic I've been hearing a lotta shit Seems we're about to slip Seems that our world has dipped Think I'm about to tip Or maybe it's all the jib Maybe it's all the smoke Maybe it's all the rage Maybe it's all a joke Baby I’m in a cage Afraid that I’m underpaid Afraid that I’m under read Afraid I'm not innocent Just feeling ambivalent Guilt is the word it's burned into my mind all the time I can’t find a way out it's just me I'm my own enemy I'm not free Never was A good boy A good man Yes I am I’ve got plans I’ve got wants I’ve got needs I’ve got thoughts It's the up It's the side It's the down That's inside Of my mind Yes it's mine It's the one thing That keeps me alive But I'm better off dead So please chop off my head Fill my body with lead I have too much regret I am not alright I wake up in fright How long am I sick Before I get my fix Trigger to the temple Listen for the pop Smash it to the tempo Treat it like a god Melts away the sorrow Opens up the sky Life is meaningful Only when we're high (When you go through withdrawal... The shaking, the puking Some people shit their pants You wanna crawl out of your skin ...don't wanna be alive.) When you're feeling up or down When you're feeling up or down Don't give up, it's just life