The Next Fix

Feeling a bit lost today

Slighted and caustic

I've been hearing a lotta shit

Seems we're about to slip

Seems that our world has dipped

Think I'm about to tip

Or maybe it's all the jib

Maybe it's all the smoke

Maybe it's all the rage

Maybe it's all a joke

Baby I’m in a cage

Afraid that I’m underpaid

Afraid that I’m under read

Afraid I'm not innocent

Just feeling ambivalent

Guilt is the word it's burned into my mind all the time

I can’t find a way out it's just me

I'm my own enemy

I'm not free

Never was

A good boy

A good man

Yes I am

I’ve got plans

I’ve got wants

I’ve got needs

I’ve got thoughts

It's the up

It's the side

It's the down

That's inside

Of my mind

Yes it's mine

It's the one thing

That keeps me alive

But I'm better off dead

So please chop off my head

Fill my body with lead

I have too much regret

I am not alright

I wake up in fright

How long am I sick

Before I get my fix

Trigger to the temple

Listen for the pop

Smash it to the tempo

Treat it like a god

Melts away the sorrow

Opens up the sky

Life is meaningful

Only when we're high

(When you go through withdrawal...

The shaking, the puking

Some people shit their pants

You wanna crawl out of your skin

...don't wanna be alive.)

When you're feeling up or down

When you're feeling up or down

Don't give up, it's just life