no other way

[Verse: mental] Wake up and I wanna disappear It ain't been the same, I stopped shedding tears And some people switched cos some people weird Had to get a grip, my life isn't fair Now they mad cos when I walk in they all stare A lot of days I wish I was never here I lost a lot of friends, that's still my biggest fear I lost a lot of things I wish I never cared But I care and you don't cos you fake And they mad when I walk in the bank I'm in NYC I'm posted up with Xav Said we goin' up I promise there's no other way So I know hе got me to the end Yеs I'm toxic but I still have all my friends I feel some love inside my heart I can't express I got a lot of tiny holes inside my chest Don't know what I did to be so empty I could never rest cos they wish I was the dead me And I still be scared every time I think he texts me She told me she gets me but I don't think she gets me It's a lot of fake people out here acting friendly I'll never forget you but I know you forget me They say that they love me, then they went and left me They say that they love me, then they went and left me