no other way

[Verse: mental]

Wake up and I wanna disappear

It ain't been the same, I stopped shedding tears

And some people switched cos some people weird

Had to get a grip, my life isn't fair

Now they mad cos when I walk in they all stare

A lot of days I wish I was never here

I lost a lot of friends, that's still my biggest fear

I lost a lot of things I wish I never cared

But I care and you don't cos you fake

And they mad when I walk in the bank

I'm in NYC I'm posted up with Xav

Said we goin' up I promise there's no other way

So I know hе got me to the end

Yеs I'm toxic but I still have all my friends

I feel some love inside my heart I can't express

I got a lot of tiny holes inside my chest

Don't know what I did to be so empty

I could never rest cos they wish I was the dead me

And I still be scared every time I think he texts me

She told me she gets me but I don't think she gets me

It's a lot of fake people out here acting friendly

I'll never forget you but I know you forget me

They say that they love me, then they went and left me

They say that they love me, then they went and left me