Bugs

Vines so tangled on the wall, you keep on growing When you're fresh it’s hard to keep from going You whither, rotting graves contest the beauty of what you once thought it was worth showing Sometimes I wanna throw dirt In your face You say stop but I don’t stop I keep going keep going keep going keep going keep going keep (I’m sick from trauma vomit Won’t keep u long I promise Your wet games make my profits You hungry hungry hypocrite) (Sometimes I wanna be like you I still don’t feel the way u do Don’t want my pain to be your truth I can’t forget your smile don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop don’t) Don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop..... Come on feed me come on feed me, It’s not easy to believe me when we’re speeding when you need me, get your work done take it easy, take your time we need it now who will you be when you slow down, be a mistress be a hound, build a nest let it drown Feed me come on do I have to teach you how to eat me, live your life oh so completely, be your mother you don’t need me What’s wrong with your skin with your hair with your grin You’re too fat you’re too thin Shut me off let me begin On the playground out of sight to avoid elder's Scolding, you're a rough one to play with, all the Stones you keep throwing- It makes me Ask: should I keep going? Subject myself to this mess, with you, that's always unfolding In lightness, you say there's still something Left for showing, knowing, throwing. Don't stop just yet, keep going keep going keep going keep going keep... (Your touch feels hedonistic Sugar spikes in my lipstick Somehow still masochistic You sold me silence as fool’s gold) (When they said kill your idols it was true All that’s left is me and you Come teach me how to eat you too I can’t forget your smile don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop don’t ) Don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop don’t stop.....