im so delusional

(Blood pup, blood pup, blood pup, blood pup-) When you ain't around, I get stuck inside my head It got me tweaking out as if I'm off my fucking meds Ah, I'm so crazy, I make up these delusions Just don't know how I do it, that shit is so intrusive I-I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful I'm obsessed though, I just want you You keep me stable, babe, I barely deserve you I'm depressed, I'm suppressed, I've been tweaking from the stress I've been barely eatin' but I get cardiac arrest I can't think, I can't think, I can't think, no What is wrong with me? I'm sorry I've been off There's only thoughts floodin' my head, telling me I should be dead So I turn to social distancing, I'm normal once again 'Cause I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful I-I-I'm so delusional, I-I-I'm so delusional I-I-I'm so delusional, so-so-so delusional Some say it's beautiful, say it's beautiful S-so-some say it's beautiful, s-s-say it's beautiful