Don't Know Why

I couldn't sleep tonight I was up doing what I do best I was thinking I try to hold my breath and see if I still existed when I opened my eyes And I don’t know why you weren't here It's dark, I’m confused Lying on the bathroom floor I wasn't ready to be alone But my heart has a mind of its own It took months to build our relationship But five times 60 seconds to end it I guess your heartbeats were fading while mine were still beating your name And I don't know why And this ain't me It's dark, I'm confused Lying on the bathroom floor I wasn't ready to be alone But my heart has a mind of its own I wanna fly Bе gone with the wind by the timе you turn around I wanna live Draw my life with coloured pencils But I'm stuck with you I don’t know why you weren’t here It's dark, I’m confused Just lying on the bathroom floor I don't know why And this ain't me I don't know why you weren’t here It's dark, I'm confused Lying on the bathroom floor I wasn't ready to be alone But my heart has a mind of its own I don't know why This ain't me I wasn't ready But my heart has a mind of its own