Don't Know Why

I couldn't sleep tonight

I was up doing what I do best

I was thinking

I try to hold my breath and see if I still existed when I opened my eyes

And I don’t know why you weren't here

It's dark, I’m confused

Lying on the bathroom floor

I wasn't ready to be alone

But my heart has a mind of its own

It took months to build our relationship

But five times 60 seconds to end it

I guess your heartbeats were fading while mine were still beating your name

And I don't know why

And this ain't me

It's dark, I'm confused

Lying on the bathroom floor

I wasn't ready to be alone

But my heart has a mind of its own

I wanna fly

Bе gone with the wind by the timе you turn around

I wanna live

Draw my life with coloured pencils

But I'm stuck with you

I don’t know why you weren’t here

It's dark, I’m confused

Just lying on the bathroom floor

I don't know why

And this ain't me

I don't know why you weren’t here

It's dark, I'm confused

Lying on the bathroom floor

I wasn't ready to be alone

But my heart has a mind of its own

I don't know why

This ain't me

I wasn't ready

But my heart has a mind of its own