comes and goes

Calling out's hard through a screen Been in my room these past few weeks I know that I'm still in the lead But it's hard to feel like I'm seen I just want some cash in my pocket I had love but I lost it Work's got me exhausted I would tell you how I feel but you're not here It comes and goes But I'll never know If I'm really okay I'm doing better on my own But I don't know where I wanna go I think I'm stuck in a dream Been this way since 16 I hold myself to nothing Keeping all my guts in Shadows cast on my skin Hit the ground 'til I bleed But I just keep on running I just keep on running Cut you all off but it wasn't enough Burnout's still fucking me up I still mask my shit tryna toughen me up Before they find me out gotta suck it up I think I'm stuck in a dream I'll never get to sleep I lost all those memories Of the whole world ending It comes and goes But I'll never know If I'm really okay I'm doing better on my own But I don't know where I wanna go I don't wanna think anymore I wanna be bored 'Til my bones sink through the floor I don't wanna think anymore I wanna be bored 'Til my bones sink through the floor It comes and goes But I'll never know If I'm really okay I'm doing better on my own But I don't know where I wanna go I don't wanna think anymore I wanna be bored 'Til my bones sink through the floor I don't wanna think anymore I wanna be bored 'Til my bones sink through the floor