Catharsis

[VERSE 1] *clears throat* Yeah Young acne ridden poet I don't say it I show it Put out a song & they quote it If I said it, I wrote it Ain't got time for all this stressin All these women PMS'n My homies juggin & finessin Like a house I'm just addressing all my problems But you never get the message No you never take a second And just look in my direction Cuz it's time for some reflection Cuz I'm tired Look Long days shorter nights I don't get no sleep I'm an insomniac Get my bro Noah on the beat A hypochondriac All this shit ain't normal for me Prom in about a month That shit to formal for me Don't wanna do this music shit I'm no performer homie More like a transformer homie Don't really know what I want All these thoughts inside my head get jumbled up and I'm lost I just wanna get my point across I hope I get to see another day Or that this message isn't empty words I have to say I hope it hits you and you hear it on a cloudy day It's a reminder that it all is gonna be okay Since 99, I been on a fine grind And it's time for me to find mine Maybe I seen her pic already on my timeline I hope she writes poems and draws in her free time I hope she ain't too clingy and gives me some me time I hope she lets me in her cat, yeah her feline It's getting PG-13, let me rewind I hope she listens to my problems and my dope rhymes I hope she not a dope addict who likes to snort lines But I'm alone, its fine Its no ones fault but mine Infidelity gets the best of me Maybe the lords testing me I'll probably just get a vasectomy But all this shit is slick affecting me I'm stuck in solidarity Not asking for charity Just that you're aware of me I'm not invisible You follow these principles You're individuals And all this shit is really pitiful We're all supposed to be one But we're not though We need to stick together like some damn nachos Depression raining down hard I need a poncho Happiness expensive But I shop at Costco My friends always tell me "You could really make it in the rap game" But all this crap lame I'll take the fortune but forget fame This shit is insane Used to happy days Now every days the same But look how far I came Regardless I still feel the pain Regardless I still feel the pain Regardless I still feel the pain Regardless I still Yeah I do this music shit Just to express myself But it affects my health I hope my stress is felt Through every word I spit I hope it helps you Understand what I'm living like Every day and night I fight and fight but I don't think that it will ever really be alright It's never gonna be alright No its never gonna be alright Its never gonna Catharsis