Beautiful

I am a loss

I'm made of scum

Abandoned and godless

Just being honest

I hide and stare

I'm so aware

That You make me worthless

Sickening perfect

I hate you cuz you're beautiful

I read em' and weep like I always do

I hate you cuz you're beautiful

If just once I could see you in ruins too

Dripping in spit

Hide me away

No one should see me

Pointless believe me

Nothing to give

Bottomless shit

Exist in your shadow

Life in gallows

I hate you cuz you're beautiful

I read em' and weep like I always do

I hate you cuz you're beautiful

If just once I could see you in ruins too

You will never know all the pain that drives me

You will never know the pain