Half Alive

[Verse 1] Lately I'm not feeling like myself When I've been living In a frustrated medicated hell [Pre-Chorus] I think I wanna get black out I wanna know infinity I think I want it like right now Just being here is killing me [Hook] 'Cause lately I'm not feeling like myself And I think I could really use some help [Chorus] I'm half alive I've been losing sleep Over nothing and everything Is there meaning in misery? I'm half alive I've been counting sheep Is it nothing or everything? Maybe right here in front of me I'm living half alive (I'm living half alive) [Verse 2] Lately I don't like being awake 'Cause all that means is Fighting uphill battles every day [Pre-Chorus] I think I wanna get black out I wanna be infinity I think I want it like right now Somebody show me some clarity [Hook] 'Cause lately I'm not feeling like myself And I think I could really use some help [Chorus] I'm half alive I've been losing sleep Over nothing and everything Is there meaning in misery? I'm half alive I've been counting sheep Is it nothing or everything? Maybe right here in front of me I'm living half alive [Post-Chorus] (Living half alive) (Living half alive) [Refrain] And I'm gonna wake up Yeah, I gotta wake up I'm gonna wake I'm gonna wake I'm gonna wake I'm gonna wake up Am I half alive? Am I half alive? Am I fucking sick? Am I half alive? Am I half alive? [Hook] Lately I'm not feeling like myself And I think I could really use some help [Chorus] I'm half alive I've been losing sleep Over nothing and everything Is there meaning in misery? I'm half alive I've been counting sheep Is it nothing or everything? Maybe right here in front of me I'm living half alive [Outro] I'm living half alive Am I half alive? (Living half alive) (Living half alive)