Ashamed

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet But I am broken and torn with halos at my feet And with your purest light, why don't you shine on me Well, I should've been an angel But I'm too dumb to speak Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer I'm kneeling, weeping, I will hold her dear Oh, If your eyes water You got your favorite number to spin And oh, ah oh, ah oh, whoa, whoa What a crying shame, a crying shame What we became Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night Hit him with a book and how he crumbles Oh, you should have seen how the arches tumble They're golden no more, now I'm smiling in my blood I'm caught in a whirlwind, I'm going to heaven I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic And oh, ah oh, ah oh What a crying shame, a crying shame What we became I bowed my head in the morning light and said goodnight I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes Stumbled down the stairs and hang myself on high And I started for the town lyin' in the front yard, I died