Ashamed

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet

But I am broken and torn with halos at my feet

And with your purest light, why don't you shine on me

Well, I should've been an angel

But I'm too dumb to speak

Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer

I'm kneeling, weeping, I will hold her dear

Oh, If your eyes water

You got your favorite number to spin

And oh, ah oh, ah oh, whoa, whoa

What a crying shame, a crying shame

What we became

Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night

Hit him with a book and how he crumbles

Oh, you should have seen how the arches tumble

They're golden no more, now I'm smiling in my blood

I'm caught in a whirlwind, I'm going to heaven

I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas

An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic

And oh, ah oh, ah oh

What a crying shame, a crying shame

What we became

I bowed my head in the morning light and said goodnight

I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes

Stumbled down the stairs and hang myself on high

And I started for the town lyin' in the front yard, I died