Strange, Awful Feeling

[Verse 1] Well, I lost you while staring at a wall No mirror's work, the change was inevitable [Refrain] What a strange and awful feeling Such a strange and awful feeling I don’t want you to know [Verse 2] Identity blurs with identity down in the blood You're changing yourself, not for you but for who you were [Refrain] What a strange and awful feeling Such a strange and awful feeling I don't want you to know [Bridge] It’s known I've walked this road before And rapped upon the devil's door To see if he'd let an old friend in again [Verse 3] Sink inconsistently into the mist of my shroud My fingers are blistered, I hope I ain't thinking aloud [Refrain] I see you when you're sleeping I know when you're awake I don't want you to know [Verse 4] We stare at the faith we left waiting to rust in the hall Our land is in pain and the future is stuck in the doorway [Refrain] What a strange and awful feeling Such a strange and awful feeling I don’t want you to know