ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ (medicine)

I can't even tell whos a foe and whose a friend I dont want u now but i rly want u then I dont kno myself but i still can play pretend Do u wana call me all on my ios Yea i wish i wasn't here, ya i wish i was a ghost— Yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go Got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold I dont wana kno, medicine my throat I miss how it was then, my life was like a dream I was off the dxm and also hrt I miss how it was then, my life was like a dream I was off the dxm and also hrt I was off the benadryl and it felt like a dream I was mixin drugs dph ya OTC Back in summertime, ya like back in mtc I lost all your trust thru my lies and my deceit I was calling your phone but i lost all your trust But it was like three weeks, i stare into the sun I was in the psych ward and it felt like a month I dont wana kno, all the things ive done Wish i wasn’t myself, but my story is sung Numbing it like all night, i hate who i’ve become We were off the tabs then, ya back when we were young I been staying golden, i had you really numb Texting me like all night but i can not respond Call me on my iphone and i wish i was gone Call me on my cell but im never gona feel Fucking with my life, yea i wish i wasn't real She still hit me up, but i wish that i was dead But now i don’t even want that, and i can not pretend I was sippin on this mud, now im trippin out again Sippin otc now im waiting at the end Yea i wish i wasn't here, ya i wish i was a ghost Yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go Got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold I dont wana kno, medicine my throat