ᴍᴇᴅɪᴄɪɴᴇ (medicine)

I can't even tell whos a foe and whose a friend

I dont want u now but i rly want u then

I dont kno myself but i still can play pretend

Do u wana call me all on my ios

Yea i wish i wasn't here, ya i wish i was a ghost—

Yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go

Got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold

I dont wana kno, medicine my throat

I miss how it was then, my life was like a dream

I was off the dxm and also hrt

I miss how it was then, my life was like a dream

I was off the dxm and also hrt

I was off the benadryl and it felt like a dream

I was mixin drugs dph ya OTC

Back in summertime, ya like back in mtc

I lost all your trust thru my lies and my deceit

I was calling your phone but i lost all your trust

But it was like three weeks, i stare into the sun

I was in the psych ward and it felt like a month

I dont wana kno, all the things ive done

Wish i wasn’t myself, but my story is sung

Numbing it like all night, i hate who i’ve become

We were off the tabs then, ya back when we were young

I been staying golden, i had you really numb

Texting me like all night but i can not respond

Call me on my iphone and i wish i was gone

Call me on my cell but im never gona feel

Fucking with my life, yea i wish i wasn't real

She still hit me up, but i wish that i was dead

But now i don’t even want that, and i can not pretend

I was sippin on this mud, now im trippin out again

Sippin otc now im waiting at the end

Yea i wish i wasn't here, ya i wish i was a ghost

Yeah my shawty rly bad so im never letting go

Got me waiting for the end, got me waitin in the cold

I dont wana kno, medicine my throat