For Never

It's been three years, four months, seven hours, twenty-seven minutes Since you took ten seconds to destroy my heart It's been a free fall, nosedive, can't know it 'til you're in it Bill and Ted's adventure of a fucking lifetime I keep visiting the future while I'm stuck inside my past What were we talking 'bout? It happened so damn fast So I'm left here looking for some photographs Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years 'Cause I think you said for never, but Forever was the thing that I couldn't hear There are footsteps on the floorboards Watch you sneaking out the screen door Poof, a chicken shit apparition And I'm still frozen in the moment A blank page on a book still open We blur into slow motion seamlessly Why do I cling to your old records? Keeps me buried in the past What were we talking 'bout? It happened too damn fast So I'm left here looking for some photographs Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years 'Cause I think you said for never But forever was the thing that I hear And I see you running in my dreams Maybe I've got an axe to grind or one tugged up my sleeve Tell me, do you ever think about me? While you're dropping everything for someone you're only gonna leave Left here looking for some photographs Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years 'Cause I think you said for never, but forever was the thing So I'm left here looking for some photographs Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years 'Cause I think you said for never, but Forever was the thing I wanted to hear