For Never

It's been three years, four months, seven hours, twenty-seven minutes
Since you took ten seconds to destroy my heart
It's been a free fall, nosedive, can't know it 'til you're in it
Bill and Ted's adventure of a fucking lifetime
I keep visiting the future while I'm stuck inside my past
What were we talking 'bout? It happened so damn fast

So I'm left here looking for some photographs
Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about
Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years
'Cause I think you said for never, but
Forever was the thing that I couldn't hear

There are footsteps on the floorboards
Watch you sneaking out the screen door
Poof, a chicken shit apparition
And I'm still frozen in the moment
A blank page on a book still open
We blur into slow motion seamlessly
Why do I cling to your old records?
Keeps me buried in the past
What were we talking 'bout? It happened too damn fast

So I'm left here looking for some photographs
Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about
Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years
'Cause I think you said for never
But forever was the thing that I hear

And I see you running in my dreams
Maybe I've got an axe to grind or one tugged up my sleeve
Tell me, do you ever think about me?
While you're dropping everything for someone you're only gonna leave

Left here looking for some photographs
Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about
Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years
'Cause I think you said for never, but forever was the thing
So I'm left here looking for some photographs
Pathetic with a glass of wine, trying to find a thing to laugh about
Time I stopped counting days and weeks and months and years
'Cause I think you said for never, but
Forever was the thing I wanted to hear