'bout to Lose It

I guess I'm back on the edge Maybe I never left Would've been nice if you cared But what did I expect I try but I cannot explain I think I'm on the edge 'Bout to lose my head Oh I think I'm 'bout to lose it Oh yeah I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose it 'Bout to lose it Yeah yeah I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose it 'Bout to lose it I'm hanging on by a thread guess I could use a break From all the shit in my head I wish that I could change I'd say a prayer but lately I'm like what the fuck? I think I'm on the edge 'Bout to lose my head Oh I think I'm 'bout to lose it Oh yeah I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose it 'Bout to lose it Yeah yeah I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose it 'Bout to lose it For all the times I tried But failed and let you down I apologise I ask for the thousandth time Would anyone be worse off if I were to die? I think I'm on the edge About to lose my head I think I'm 'bout to lose it Oh yeah I think I'm on the edge About to lose my head Oh I think I'm 'bout to lose it Oh yeah I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose it 'Bout to lose it Yeah yeah I'm about to lose it 'Bout to lose it 'Bout to lose it