Decay

[Chorus: DizzyEight] Through the night I can't seem to see it What is light Darkness covers me Like a wave I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain I just watch my heart decay The love - it fades [Verse 1: DizzyEight] I ain't ever had love, I ain't ever had hope, all I ever knew was hate I never been enough, never learned how to cope, and I never feel safe Ain't no one I can trust, I ain't really have a home, I was just a mistake Wanted something I could touch, but when I got close everything got erased Where was y'all at? When I was down bad you would fall back I used to have fam, but I'm off that Tell me how you supposed to find good when it's all bad Tell me what you call that, that's a false reality Frauds are brought, and I can't ignore the fallacy The more and more I dig, the more I see I'd rather be the change, born through war and tragedy I'm tearing down these walls you made, I break 'em I came to free what you would call a nation A new beginning starts at the foundation Your fall is here, you're better off embracing I could've been saved, but I wasn't The hero's making, and that created A light that's faded I lost my heart at a price you paying [Chorus: DizzyEight] Through the night I can't seem to see it What is light Darkness covers me Like a wave I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain I just watch my heart decay The love - it fades [Verse 2: Errol Allen] I ain't ever had love, I ain't never had family, you don't understand me I ain't never had friends, that's just part of the planning You don't know how I feel, I'm swallowing tears, I wallow in fear Really been gone for an year, you don't know how it is What you know 'bout gettin' out the mud Really out here fightin', flesh and blood Told me that they love me - that's a lie Got me lookin' 'round like who are you? Bullets hit the chest like doo-doo-doo They ain't know that I was bulletproof Never tripping, always make a move Even if they giving up on you Before I let 'em kill me - I'mma fight I won't ever let 'em take my life I'mma give it my all everyday 'Cause everything I touch gon' fade away [Chorus: DizzyEight] Through the night I can't seem to see it What is light Darkness covers me Like a wave I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain I just watch my heart decay The love - it fades