Decay

[Chorus: DizzyEight]

Through the night

I can't seem to see it

What is light

Darkness covers me

Like a wave

I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain

I just watch my heart decay

The love - it fades

[Verse 1: DizzyEight]

I ain't ever had love, I ain't ever had hope, all I ever knew was hate

I never been enough, never learned how to cope, and I never feel safe

Ain't no one I can trust, I ain't really have a home, I was just a mistake

Wanted something I could touch, but when I got close everything got erased

Where was y'all at?

When I was down bad you would fall back

I used to have fam, but I'm off that

Tell me how you supposed to find good when it's all bad

Tell me what you call that, that's a false reality

Frauds are brought, and I can't ignore the fallacy

The more and more I dig, the more I see

I'd rather be the change, born through war and tragedy

I'm tearing down these walls you made, I break 'em

I came to free what you would call a nation

A new beginning starts at the foundation

Your fall is here, you're better off embracing

I could've been saved, but I wasn't

The hero's making, and that created

A light that's faded

I lost my heart at a price you paying

[Chorus: DizzyEight]

Through the night

I can't seem to see it

What is light

Darkness covers me

Like a wave

I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain

I just watch my heart decay

The love - it fades

[Verse 2: Errol Allen]

I ain't ever had love, I ain't never had family, you don't understand me

I ain't never had friends, that's just part of the planning

You don't know how I feel, I'm swallowing tears, I wallow in fear

Really been gone for an year, you don't know how it is

What you know 'bout gettin' out the mud

Really out here fightin', flesh and blood

Told me that they love me - that's a lie

Got me lookin' 'round like who are you?

Bullets hit the chest like doo-doo-doo

They ain't know that I was bulletproof

Never tripping, always make a move

Even if they giving up on you

Before I let 'em kill me - I'mma fight

I won't ever let 'em take my life

I'mma give it my all everyday

'Cause everything I touch gon' fade away

[Chorus: DizzyEight]

Through the night

I can't seem to see it

What is light

Darkness covers me

Like a wave

I'm just losing all my faith, I cause pain

I just watch my heart decay

The love - it fades