Epiphany

[Hook] Wasn't raised religious But I wish that I was Havin' nothing to believe in It's been killin' my buzz Yeah I Cut my hair Close blinds Play hallelujah like two dozen times And Yesterday I Tried to pray But I didn't know what to say [Verse] I had an epiphany Still tryna get rid of the old me I can't drown but I start to sink Everything around me is going blank Can't breath an' I start to fade I've taken my life An' I've thrown it away Most of the people around me Has ended up fake I'm starting to realize that most of y'all snakes I'm close to the edge I hope I don't break I'm losing myself when I make a mistake I'm doin' my best being stuck in these chains Let go of the things that I've overcame I've been at the bottom I know how to think I'm praying to God while I'm writing these things I show you my feelings then I run away Haven't been out my room for a couple of days I'm stuck in my head in a couple of ways Do I wanna live or am I tired of pain? I dream of the happiness I could've gained I manifest things that got in my way I'm tired of stress that builds in my brain I think an epiphany was the best thing I've been tryna dream like MLK Can't show my feelings in any way My emotions are dead They start to decay Not feelin' a thing I smoke it away I battle myself I'm feelin' betrayed I've been pessimistic not finding my lane I run from myself when it's starting to rain I pick myself up when I've fallen again I'm talking to God hope I make amends [Hook] Wasn't raised religious But I wish that I was Havin' nothing to believe in It's been killin' my buzz Yeah I Cut my hair Close blinds Play hallelujah like two dozen times And Yesterday I Tried to pray But I didn't know what to say