Hate Myself

Could it be different? Did I ruin the day? Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say? Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us need, something wrong with me I'm getting desperate, losing my mind How do we get here every time? One will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it Oh so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have sitting still with a brain on fire? I know it's a me thing Eyes closed, isn't helping When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Look at you sideways playing a game What if I laugh now? I think I'm insane Filling in the gaps, build a problem that Neither of us need, something wrong with me Pushing a boundary, something to prove Strong expectation, you already lose Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance Really is no need, something wrong with me No, I don't think I can help it Oh so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind (read your mind) But how can you not hear the whole conversation I have sitting still with a brain on fire? (Brain on fire) I know it's a me thing Eyes closed, isn't helping When you go quiet, I hate myself When you go quiet, I hate myself Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Oh, something here must be done I'm open and ready here I don't think they get me, dear I'm only proving how I'm only worth losing now Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Something here must be done I'm open and ready here I don't think they get me, dear When you go quiet, I hate myself I don't think they get me, dear Give me a mystery Maybe they'll bloom for me It's always the quiet ones Something here must be done I'm open and ready here I don't think they get me, dear When you go quiet, I hate myself I don't think they get me, dear (No, I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear I don't think they get me, dear (No, I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet, I hate myself) I don't think they get me, dear (No, I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear I don't think they get me, dear (I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear (When you go quiet I hate myself) (No, I don't think I can help it)