Hate Myself

Could it be different? Did I ruin the day?
Oh, do you look angry? Oh, what did I say?
Filling in the gaps, build a problem that
Neither of us need, something wrong with me

I'm getting desperate, losing my mind
How do we get here every time?
One will fold their arms, one will do the dance
Really is no need, something wrong with me

No, I don't think I can help it
Oh so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind
But how can you not hear the whole conversation
I have sitting still with a brain on fire?
I know it's a me thing
Eyes closed, isn't helping
When you go quiet, I hate myself
When you go quiet, I hate myself

Look at you sideways playing a game
What if I laugh now? I think I'm insane
Filling in the gaps, build a problem that
Neither of us need, something wrong with me

Pushing a boundary, something to prove
Strong expectation, you already lose
Oh, one will fold their arms, one will do the dance
Really is no need, something wrong with me

No, I don't think I can help it
Oh so illogical, I'm not magical, I can't read your mind (read your mind)
But how can you not hear the whole conversation
I have sitting still with a brain on fire? (Brain on fire)
I know it's a me thing
Eyes closed, isn't helping
When you go quiet, I hate myself
When you go quiet, I hate myself

Give me a mystery
Maybe they'll bloom for me
It's always the quiet ones
Oh, something here must be done
I'm open and ready here
I don't think they get me, dear
I'm only proving how
I'm only worth losing now
Give me a mystery
Maybe they'll bloom for me
It's always the quiet ones
Something here must be done
I'm open and ready here
I don't think they get me, dear
When you go quiet, I hate myself
I don't think they get me, dear
Give me a mystery
Maybe they'll bloom for me
It's always the quiet ones
Something here must be done
I'm open and ready here
I don't think they get me, dear
When you go quiet, I hate myself
I don't think they get me, dear
(No, I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear
I don't think they get me, dear
(No, I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear
(When you go quiet, I hate myself) I don't think they get me, dear
(No, I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear
I don't think they get me, dear
(I don't think I can help it) I don't think they get me, dear
(When you go quiet I hate myself)
(No, I don't think I can help it)