Not Breathing

You look so calm Are you sleeping? I'm closing the door to our illusion Where I lost myself in windswept dreams Two worlds so far apart I remember when I gave her my Eden From this dry land ardour now sleeps forsaken All the fear inside of me that I don't want her to see Will overwhelm this life and feed my hopeless strife And she came to me Insomnia Pounding in my chest Oh, lay my soul to rest Her heart like lacuna and lacerated wings Burning inside the echo of our dead union I'd like to rest inside the core of your very soul 'Cause your eyes are deeper Much deeper than any well But she stayed with me Insomnia She paralyzed my heart And tore it apart I know I'm alive but not breathing Can you see me? And you know how I tried, please believe me Can you hear me? (I know I'm alive) My eyes, my soul The scars inside afflicted On my own By the world outside Where love lies starving on the ground I know I'm alive but not breathing Can you touch me? And you know how I tried, please believe me Will you love me?