The Empty Stare

My mind wandered off in the distance Where I am far from all that cages me All I could think of was death Her name disguised in silence Angelwings and ravenclaws The shredding of my soul Steeped in a lavender smile In thy eyes, the womb of thy despair Embrace my life within thy empty stare The overcast sky consoling me The fortitude within my grasp I think to myself I'm the sad clown Smiling reluctantly but crying behind the iron curtain These tears don't fall Fall so easily In thy eyes, the womb of thy despair Embrace my life within thy empty stare Damn the illusion which fell upon me The bitter wine of reality poured all over my face And I despise what I've become Just a terrified man, secluded and trapped in time In thy eyes, the womb of thy despair Embrace my life within thy empty stare Together let us roam through endless dreams of night The moon as our limit and our souls as guiding light But how can I refuse my empathy to be resolute? 'Cause it feels like I'm dying I have nothing to gain Where there is nothing to lose