Tension

Within the walls of my skull There is a war zone Conflicting thoughts Are taking over Emotions run In every direction And I'm left as a slave To this inner tension They say I've got the life, But all I've got are regrets. It's a cycle endless I'm at my lowest and I can't handle more Wish I could run, but I can't find the door I'm surrounded by filth Derived from ignorance No solutions arise from floating in muck We try to swim But end up getting stuck