Trapped in My Head

Trapped in my head When will it end? This place where I used to lay my head at night No longer feels like that place called home Sometimes I only feel like I'm comforted When I'm drunk or I'm out alone So stressed I can't think Phone makes my ears ring I can barely breath I'm losing it inside This place where I reside It's poisoning my mind I've learned the old ways Are not my ways I'm not here to stay Smothered by my family, Tired of my friends, I'm never ever going back. Back again Because I'm trapped in my head Trapped in my head Forced to think that what they say is right Sometimes I'm weak and I lose my own sight These closed minds are a cancer to my own Some day I'll find a place to call my own home Constant bickering about petty shit Don't tell me about it, I don't wanna hear it This negative energy can take a toll on me But I'll be the man on the top... eventually