drunk & venting

I've been a mess since you've gone I made it all worth nothing Feel like the bitch that I was When you were shamelessly bluffing All of the love that you had for me I was shaking anxiety But you made it come back to me, woah-oh And now I'm under a rut Locking my screen Self searching And I'm not okay at all So many hearts broken at the bar But there's nobody that's drunker than me I'm seeing stars Falling in the arms of my guaranteed anxiety It should've been us against the world But there's too many casualties It should be us It should've been us Oh, and how I wish it was I'm finding egyptian gold Acting a fool at the backseat Give me a round and applaud If I don't end up in the concrete Am I an underachiever Or am I just a believer in feeling sadder than ever, woah-oh I'll be a bitch if I want Hyperventilating and contemplating It brought me right here to face it Please don't fail me now So many hearts broken at the bar But there's nobody that's drunker than me I'm seeing stars Falling in the arms of my guaranteed anxiety It should've been us against the world But there's too many casualties It should be us Baby it should've been us Oh, and how I wish it was I keep turning my back I keep turning my back I keep turning my back on it I keep turning my back I keep turning my back on it Or is there something I could've done (Oh, how I wish it was)