drunk & venting

I've been a mess since you've gone
I made it all worth nothing
Feel like the bitch that I was
When you were shamelessly bluffing
All of the love that you had for me
I was shaking anxiety
But you made it come back to me, woah-oh
And now I'm under a rut
Locking my screen
Self searching

And I'm not okay at all

So many hearts broken at the bar
But there's nobody that's drunker than me
I'm seeing stars
Falling in the arms of my guaranteed anxiety
It should've been us against the world
But there's too many casualties
It should be us
It should've been us
Oh, and how I wish it was

I'm finding egyptian gold
Acting a fool at the backseat
Give me a round and applaud
If I don't end up in the concrete
Am I an underachiever
Or am I just a believer in feeling sadder than ever, woah-oh
I'll be a bitch if I want
Hyperventilating and contemplating
It brought me right here to face it

Please don't fail me now

So many hearts broken at the bar
But there's nobody that's drunker than me
I'm seeing stars
Falling in the arms of my guaranteed anxiety
It should've been us against the world
But there's too many casualties
It should be us
Baby it should've been us
Oh, and how I wish it was

I keep turning my back
I keep turning my back
I keep turning my back on it
I keep turning my back
I keep turning my back on it
Or is there something I could've done (Oh, how I wish it was)