Permanent Vacation

[Intro] I'm a victim of sweet nothings Gas and all, irrational You really drive me up the wall I got ocean eyes, Niagara Falls You know I hate the way you like to lie to me Sugarcoat your words, you must have cavities When it rains, it pours Yeah, thunderstorms What is your nature? My love (My daddy said) [Chorus] My daddy said he was on permanent vacation And he said he's never coming back, huh Hawaiian shirts and some side relations I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that [Post-Chorus] Eight years old (Eight) watching grown men lie Twenty years later and you still don't reply Ooh Ooh, yeah [Verse 1] Papa used to call it a generational curse, probably made it worse Just a bad excuse to chase a mini skirt, sneaking off with hoes, Mama off at work Wasn't just a flirt, you was doing dirt, playing in the mud, forgot it stained your shirt Shoved the knife in me, and said it shouldn't hurt, damn (Damn) I am just an apple falling off the tree You picked me from the ground and took a bite of me You bit into me deep and cut an artery I wonder if this is how it's supposed to be? [Interlude] You don't even know I'm not— I'm not even gonna get into it, damn [Chorus] My daddy said he was on permanent vacation And he said he's never coming back, huh Hawaiian shirts and some side relations I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that [Verse 2] Hold up, I'ma just fast forward time It's just me and mines, it's that demon hour, 11:59 Sipping out the bottle, pinot was the wine Think about this girl I met Tinder, huh Start to tap them digits, I was so relentless What I didn't mention, that I was committed Soft monogamy, so pussy's not permitted 'Less it's her permission, that was her position Side relations, yeah, I probably should have mentioned Did the unthinkable, Lord forgive 'em Start to think about my dad and my position I can't talk no shit 'cause I don't see no difference What he did is what I'm doing (Phew) Fuckboy language, speak it fluent (Phew) Walk the path, that's if the shoe fit (Ooh) And here's the truth, I'm just like you [Chorus] My daddy said he was on permanent vacation And he said he's never coming back, huh Hawaiian shirts and some side relations I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that [Post-Chorus] Eight years old (Eight) watching grown men lie Twenty years later and you still don't reply Ooh Ooh [Outro] I thought you loved me You said (You said, you said, you said) You cared about me I let you in I trusted you And this is how you thank me? You know what? I can't I'm done, I'm through It's over Goodbye